If you didn’t know recently i found out i’m allergic to shoes, which is the same reason that perfumes give me headaches and i don’t like food dyes and products that are dyed. I’m allergic to something called synthetic compounds. I think it could be because of over exposure to plastics my entire life. American’s love their oils. If you didn’t understand that polymers which plastics are made of are made from oil originally. So thus said it’s probably like the idea that people started getting peanut allergies because of over exposure to peanuts and peanut oil.
So thus said i work in the shoe dep and whenever we get new shoes in i absolutely hate it!!
My dad was trying to tell me to calorie count rather than eat 5 small meals a day and that snacking is bad for you… wtf, i’ve never been a meal person. I am learning I don’t like eating meat for protein. I have found tofu thanks to my friend emily. I like breakfast and lunch as set meals but i’ve never liked dinner for some reason. My parent’s are terrible about eating anyways, noting the amount of stomach problems once moved home. It’s like why should i care what i eat unless i need to go to the doctors. They don’t ever buy me gluten free stuff, they don’t ever think about how i can’t eat red or most white meats, and they don’t ever think about my lactose intolerance. So they’re the ones to lecture me when I can’t eat healthy at home or out. The worst I do every day is drink one soda, if i even finish it. And my addiction to chocolate, that is not helped with having nutella in my house.
It’s silly, I’m glad to move out of the house soon so I can focus on my own diet. I won’t have any meat or dairy in my house or anything not gluten free, so my parents can then live in denial that they eat crap all the time and it doesn’t hurt my stomach anymore. And i don’t have to hear about them skipping meals and snacks to lose weight.
I have an obsession with britney. I love her since i was a kid. It’s just interesting to me how one might want to be a celebrity and when they want to stop being a celebrity. It was sad to me when she had that meltdown. All she wanted was to be a part of a family and not be a celebrity. She became a brand and if she was to give it up as a whole she had to make people lose their jobs. It’s hard becoming an icon being expected of things and never getting a break. She is a very talented person. Not because she can’t always sing live and when she does she gets criticized but more because of we know who she is. She is a performer, and that takes a more than talent it takes courage to stand up on a stage after being brought down.